currrrses....

currrrses.i cannot get my motu to work. even after following the stuff on the support section of their site.guess i am going to have to call tech support next week. i hate calling tech support. it's a defeat. i should be able to figure this out myself. but i'm too tired to worry with it anymore tonight. and i'm too messed up in other ways to be stubborn.so yeah..next...i should start installing software tonight, but i am really fucking useless it seems. i'm tired tired. i will probably just veg out the rest of the night. maybe tomorrow i'll have more energy.i'm hoping to go see cat tomorrow night. i haven't walked in a few days and so i feel fat. and i'm definitely retaining water. so that needs to go.mmyep. that's about it.. things are still absolute shit :)